So it's the week before finals, or more appropriately Dead Week and there's almost 10 days before I leave for Scotland. To be frank it's been a pretty awful week for me. I had two term papers due Monday night, a vocal jury on Tuesday (which I bombed) and I had an audition last night with no callback. Needless to say I'm counting the days to pack up and leave the country for a month for a well needed getaway. I'm also feeling nervous about the whole trip to England that I'm planning pretty much on my own. I already had a planning screw up when I bought a $50 dollar ticket to see Twelfth Night at the Globe for a month too early, and I have been unsuccessful in exchanging it, being that it must be done by mail, and needless to say I did not receive the ticket in time to exchange it via mail so that was a bust. Not to mention a check I wrote for my Scotland tuition bounced because the School cashed it a week late, so now I'm dealing with that issue. It's one of those things where I will not be relaxed until I'm stepping on the plane to leave California. My mom has been very supportive throughout this whole process and I thank the Lord for that, I just keep praying that this all works out and I don't end up broke and alone sitting somewhere on the streets of London. Oh then there's this interview with my professors to pitch my Senior Directing project, so hopefully that goes well and I'm not a complete failure this week. And to top off my list of worries I still need to find a job for when I return home in June. Beautiful. I continue to pray and trust God that he will get me through the worries and my self doubt.

XXX
Lo

Psalm 56:3-4